secrets

I think the worst thing about all this is that I am going through a really hard time and I can't talk to anyone in RL about it.

Would I feel any less crap if I could cry on my mum or my sisters shoulders? What about if I could tell my friends what we are going through? 

I think it would be a relief in many ways. But then you have that added pressure of people knowing, and asking...'are you pregnant yet?' or 'any luck?' or 'what's wrong with you?'. I don't think I need any of that. Having people ask when we are going to have a baby is more than enough for me. 

Yes, we've been married 3 years..No, we don't have any children yet! 
LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!!!! 
WE'RE WORKING ON IT...

Somedays I just want to blurt this whole sad, sorry story out to my mum. At least I would have some support in RL. Yes, my FB girls are great..but cyber hugs are not quite the same....