the good and the bad

I put myself through a punishment and reward all at once today. I went and saw my cousin and her twin bubs... They are 10 months and extremely cute. I haven't seen them in almost 2 months, so it was about time for a visit.

It's ok while I am there. I get cuddles and get to play. But then there's the little things..like her DH coming in and the look of pure adoration in his eyes when he picks up one of the babies. Or how when the little boy was fussing he kept reaching out to his mum. That stuff hurts. Because I want it for me and my DH. 

One more week and DH will be home...