This Is My Life

Saturday, March 19, 2011

I'm not writing because nothing is happening. My life now includes work, gym & home. Super exciting! DH is home so it's nice to spend time together.

We have talked a lot.
Talked over, under and around the baby issue.
DH is positive that it is going to happen. He keeps telling me that we should keep buying baby stuff so we are all ready when I finally do fall pregnant. I love him for his optimism, but I cannot be THAT positive. I can't bring myself to get my hopes up that high...buying for a baby that may not ever happen.

Yesterday marked a week until the appointment with the new fertility specialist. Still no excitement, just nerves. I am scared out of my mind at where we will end up next.

2 comments:

Baby Hopes said...

I completely hear you. I stopped knitting two blankets I had started. I'm thinking about picking them back up again, but it makes me nervous to invest hope at times.

New Year Mum said...

Great that he's so positive and lovely that you can talk it all through... that means so much :) FX'd for your FS appt xoxo