***This is going to be a sad sack post, so if you don't feel like reading about my downer mood then please feel free to ignore!***
Today I should have been 20 weeks pregnant. Halfway through the journey and only 20 weeks (give or take) off meeting our first born. DH and I should be celebrating finding out the sex of our little one and been planning like mad for his/her arrival. Of course we all know this wasn't to be, and instead I am hormonal and hot from medication and wondering when the hell this shitty ride is ever going to end.
I am currently eating chocolate..a lot of chocolate in hope that it makes me feel slightly better. But to be honest it's just making me feel sick...It's only 7:30pm but I am about to take myself off to bed. A good cry will help and hopefully things will look better in the morning. Surely you are meant to be happy on your wedding anniversary...
enjoying our miracle
Sad
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Posted by Summastarlet at 7:36 PM
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
4 comments:
I hope you feel better in the morning. Wedding anniversaries can be tough during IF even without having a should-have-been pregnancy milestone on the same day. Hugs!
Days like what today was for you are the ones that we all dread. I hope you were able to find some rest and peace. Take time to pamper yourself... you truly deserve it, especially now.
I understand your feelings entirely.
I should have been 39 weeks today ... (That or already have an 7-month old.)
20 weeks is a huge milestone... so understandable to be sad and must be especially hard being on your anniversary. I always feel better after a good cry and hope tomorrow is a more peaceful day for you. Wish I could give you a big hug... love to you always xoox
Post a Comment