I think AF is coming. Last night a browny tinged CM when I wiped. Today some beginnings of cramps...I'd say she will be here by morning.
This is the first time I have actually been glad she is coming... but I suppose it's because there's that chance of this new cycle being a 'shot'. Probably a 1 in a billion chance, but its a chance.
I hope my body decides to cooperate and gives us a baby... Surely we have waited long enough. I am getting a little bit excited about this impending cycle. Trying not to, as I know it will most likely end in a BFN and tears and then another trip to the FS. But despite that, I am quietly hopeful. I am not sure why...I suppose because I have had the HyCoSy done and the FS kept saying how lots of ladies fell pregnant after having this procedure. I think I have kept that in the back of my mind and now we may have a shot..it's coming to the front.
I even ordered some HPTs and sperm friendly lube from Oracle Fertility. Figure it doesn't hurt giving this lube a try. It's like pre seed, but cheaper. I have nothing to lose. What's another month at this point in time?!?
We went to some giant markets today which are about 40 minutes from home. I had never been before and couldn't get over just how BIG they were! Wow! Got some herbs to plant in pots, as some of mine have died. I am not much of a green thumb, but I keep trying!
DH's last night home. 7 days goes by way too quick! I will drive him to the airport tomorrow afternoon. Hopefully the next 7 days while he is away will go just as quickly..and then it will be baby making time before we know it!!!
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