CD4...and I niked!

AF is almost gone! Glad to see the back of her for another month..or maybe 9?!?! (wishful thinking on my part..)

I did something scary today..well it's not actually scary. I am just scared and excited and nervous all at once about it!

C'mon out with it..what did I do?!?!?!

I applied to go back to uni!!!  

I think I must be a little bit crazy to be doing this...but I have been debating this over and over in my head since last year and well...I finally took the plunge!!

I have applied to do psychology. This is going to take me forever because first I have to do a graduate diploma (as I already have a non-psychology related degree) then I have to do honours or a post graduate diploma...and then I can gain probationary registration and either do 2 years of supervised work or complete a masters or doctorate so I can become a registered psychologist.

To start the grad dip is going to take me 2 years part time (no way I could handle full time while working). Honours or a postgrad dip is another 2 years part time and then a masters can be up to another 4 years part time!!!!! 8 YEARS!!!!!! But it will be well worth it in the end. And it's something to focus on rather than the lack of babies in my life.

So now I have to see if I get a place. There are 2 universities that offer this externally which means I do it all at home. I have only applied at one of the unis and will wait to see the outcome. Figure its always good to have a backup plan though!

So that's my exciting/scary news. Despite being scared and nervous, I am actually looking forward at getting back into some study. I feel like my brain is turning to mush. Will admit that I am shit scared about writing essays again though...UGH! Oh well, will deal with all of this when/if I get in!

This entry is very lacking in TTC info, but there is nothing much to say. DH should be home Tuesday. Haven't heard otherwise but it's usually a last minute decision when they change his roster. Please keep your for me that nothing changes and he gets to come home...Would be nice to get a shot at making this much wanted baby of ours!